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Sunday, September 25, 2011

::SIGH::

I am really struggling today.  I want to be a mommy more than anything, and the fact that it's not happening as easily as I wanted it to is really bothering me today.  I just found out that another one of my acquaintences is pregnant and I hate to say that it makes me so sad.  Not sad in the way that I am not happy for her and her husband...but sad in the way that I want it so bad and I can't have it.  I know that makes me sound so selfish, but I can't help it, as much as I may try I can't help the way that I feel and it kills me to feel that way. 

1 comment:

  1. These are normal feelings when you are trying and it's not happening as quickly as you would like. I won't say any of the cliche' stuff because it never helps, just know i love ya and I'm always here with a listening ear. ((Hugs))

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